I was thinking today about being lonely.
Sometimes I could be in a crowded room and feel very alone. I wonder, would anyone relate to me, feel the way I do? And just how do I feel?
I feel alone in a world of people, pushing, rushing, talking and making gestures. I can't comprehend most of it. Shame, fame, laughter and pain. I'm alive, I get life, I have trouble getting in touch with people in general. I feel the need to reach someone, anyone.
Awkward, funny, popular, shy, witty, 98.7.
What could it be to connect on a different level?
Am I lonely? No, I feel the need to be needed is all that's at hand.
I suffer the human condition of longing.
I enjoy being alive.
Tear at me searching for weaker seams.
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