Back pain is as rejection. It comes out of no-where and lasts way too long.
I would love to ask that certain someone out on a date. I would love for them to accept my invitation.
This is not the real world for me, I am shy, and in this arena, introverted.
Perhaps "shy" comes in the guise of a sly way of not trying? Hmm, I wonder. I wonder if I am telling even myself the truth.
Perhaps it is just easier to not try and proclaim my brilliance and that the world is not ready
for someone so wonderful as me. Or, I can face reality and know that if you don't put yourself out there,
well, then don't expect much back. Wonderful, brilliant or not.
And speaking of back, the pain persists. But at the moment its a pain I can manage and not rejection.
That is for another day, another try perhaps.
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